I
was sitting on a city bus in downtown Saskatoon
when I first met John the Baptizer. I’m
serious. And, if you’ve gone to downtown
Edmonton, maybe
spent some time at a shelter, I’d imagine that you’ve met him, too.
I
was riding downtown to go to St. Paul’s
hospital on the West side, when a man came on the bus and sat down next to
me. He was wearing several years of
coats, and more than a few days had passed since he last had a bath; his smell
preceded him by a substantial amount. He
sat down, and proceeded to preach to those around him about…something. I’m unclear what, exactly, was his
point. But Jesus was in there, and
Satan, and George W. Bush, and the Middle East…if
everyone had walked into a bar at the punchline, it would have been a good
joke.
But
as I was sitting beside him he’d turn occasionally to look at me, and I’d look
at him; and as it happened it was indeed close to this time of year. Close enough to Advent that as I looked at
this man I realized that I was likely looking at John the Baptizer. Not that I believed this man to be the
reincarnation of John (a Buddhist belief that would be a neat trick for a
Hebrew to manage), but I realized that those people on the bus with me beheld a
vision from two thousand years before: a man driven ragged by a vision before
his eyes, without care of his appearance, only a burning desire to share his
message of repentance and deliverance with all those who could hear.
If
I’d have been anywhere but Saskatoon
in the middle of winter I may have stayed longer to catch more of his message;
maybe I could’ve gleaned out some of his personal story, found a hint of what
propelled him to share such a message with strangers in such a strange
land. But I bundled my coat around me
and stepped out into the dark morning.
For the rest of the day I thought about what I’d heard that morning;
thought about deliverance and repentance, and what I would do if I ever felt a
compunction to preach so fiercely that it swallowed my entire life.
That
is what happened to the cousin of Jesus, beloved: the word of God came to John…in the wilderness…[and] he went out into
all the region around the Jordan,
proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. John became the last vessel for the word of
God; in the old prophetic formula that Israel knew so well: “the Word of
God came to [name] and said [subject]”.
John proclaimed that which Isaiah had seen: a straight path in the
wilderness, no detours, no valleys, no mountains; nowhere to hide and nowhere
to run, so that all of creation would see the salvation of God.
And
his family, friends, and people around him looked at him the way the people on
the city bus in Saskatoon looked at the man in our midst: confused,
weirded-out, but still almost compelled to listen (granted, on a city bus, in
Saskatoon, in winter, there really is no place to go). But John proclaimed deliverance, he talked –
shouted – yelled about a covenant in which the people would delight: a promise
of hope, of peace, of joy, of love that would level mountains and fill
valleys.
That
kind of covenant – of promise – has been the believer’s hope for ages. That God would come down and be with us; that
we would see God and know God, and know that God is truly with us. But God does more that fulfill that hope:
God’s terms are generous, but dangerous; because we have invited God to be with
us, God brings his presence to us and, like the prophets of old, we find that
God’s purity can cause pain, and his holiness can cause hurt. As the prophet Malachi said, he is like a refiner’s fire and like
fuller’s soap, and he will purify the descendants of Levi and refine them like
gold and silver. We don’t make
ourselves holy or pleasing to God (we can’t,) beloved; it turns out that God
makes us holy, and pleasing – but that may not always be a gift that we want,
or desire.
I
was flipping through TV channels a little while ago when something caught my
attention. A religious program. A well-dressed young man, energetic,
enthusiastic, was preaching like he believed in what he was saying. So, I did something that I hadn’t not done
before: I listened for a bit. We don’t make ourselves holy, he said, and we don’t work to be better for God. Well, that was a bit enheartening,
beloved. It was like coming up on a
whole mess of flashing lights on the highway, getting that sinking feeling that
says “oh no, not an accident,” and realizing the whole thing is a training
operation. A bit of relief, a bit of
“oh, well, that’s not bad, then.”
I
should have changed the channel. What
followed was when we ask Jesus into our
hearts, we’re telling Jesus what we
want. We’re telling Jesus that we want his blessing, and when we command those
blessings, they’ll come. The heart
of the preacher’s argument was that Jesus won’t come into your heart unless you
have a strong enough character to command him to do what you want.
I
nearly put an axe through the TV.
Because beloved, that way isn’t going to bring you peace. It’s going to cause you to do a lot of hurt
to people around you.
What
God is going to do, Malachi says, is
going to feel a lot like being melted down, shaped, and reformed, into a purer
product. Salvation comes not when you
are finished, but when the Master takes you into his hands; you are formed not
because you are lacking and God hates what is not perfect in you; but rather
that God loves you too much to let you remain the same. Salvation, it turns out, isn’t fire insurance
or a doctrine to learn in confirmation class, but a relational experience with
God and others through faith in Christ.
We become rooted, and grow in Christ.
John’s
baptism was a baptism of repentance, turning from self-centred living to a life
of self-giving. If you live your life
centred on yourself, on your own this-or-other-worldly success, you will only
turn yourself into a hollow excuse of a human being. When you learn self-giving, when your self is
given to God, you let the voice of the Lord speak into your depths to renew and
restore your souls.
In
the old prophetic witness, the word of
God came to those individuals who were called and made to proclaim the
coming kingdom of
God. The word of God was how God worked in the
world: speaking over the waters, calling out to Noah, and Moses to lead his
people. The word moved over the prophets
of old and they proclaimed God’s promise: that into darkness, God would pour
out light, and life, and peace.
The
word advent means ‘coming,’ and
throughout this season we prepare for the Word of God to come to. That same word through which God created the
world, spoke through the prophets, and promised salvation, took frail human
flesh and lived with us. The Word of God
has come to you, beloved of God: you don’t need a prophet to tell you what to
do. You have a Saviour, that God
promised you before the foundation of the world.
God
made good on that promise. The word
became flesh, and dwelt amongst us. But
there was a catch: the peace that Jesus brought was not the absence of suffering or hardship, but
purely the presence of God’s love and forgiveness. In Christ, God’s love meets you when and
where you least expect it; in your valleys low, or on your own high
mountaintops – God’s Word came to and filled those valleys, levelled those
mountains, made those rough places a plain, so that wherever we are, Christ may
find us. Beloved, God’s word comes to
you; you may be in the wilderness, or right at home. You may be in church, or you may be in
despair: but the word still comes.
Through
advent, you are called to listen to the prophet speaking in the wilderness; to
listen to God’s promise of salvation and deliverance; to live in ways that
bring about justice and peace. For many
people, this time of year is hard, as you remember those you’ve loved and
lost. But God is with you; holds you,
moulds you, loves you. Your darkness is
shared by those around you. Take heart,
and look for the light beloved, because the light shines in the darkness, and
the darkness cannot overcome it.
Let
the people of God say amen.
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